Up and dwn like a yo-yo on heat!

So here I sit. Today is the beginning of the end. Today is the beginning of the holiday. The coach leaves at 10am, gotta be up in 5 hours to get ready but I sit here typing away. This will be the last entry for two weeks.

What am I going to do?  To be honest, i’m looking forward to it. All packed and ready. We went to the pub tonight. Me and Stu met early and had a couple of drinks on our own. Then Hayley, Sarah and Brian joined us. jamie and Rob too. Laura and Mandy didnt even ring to say they wernt going. Well FUCK them. We all had a few drinks and were talking. I can’t see any arguments between us lot as we’re all comfortable with each other. Add laura and mandy to the equation and you get chaos.

They really havent made a single bit of effort, even when we went out for laura’s birthday, she never rang or text us afterwards. We went out for a drive last night and she just blanked us all. Me thinks that I might have to have words with her and tell her EXACTLY how I feel about her whilst drunk.

Its so hard to type, in the dark and kinda drunk. Left the pub @ 10.30pm (Tuesday) and was on the phone with Stu for an hour talking about the Alpha Male Ego and how there are different attention seekers and craver within the group. We talked about things like virginity, stories, sexuality, differences, fantasies. Always have good chats with Stu when i’m a drunkard!!! We talked about the threesome thing. I told him how i’m kinda up 4 it and how it seems like a bit of fun. He said that if at anytime I didnt wanna go thru with it, to tell him and we’d stop straightaway as my happiness comes first. I Love him so much, always puttin me first!!!    

I really fancy some potato wedges right now. The kind from pizza hut are the best. Don’t really eat pizza as I really don’t like cheese. Dairy-free diet is going well. Havent eaten chocolate/ice cream or drunk pure milk or tea for about a week now. I loved theese so it was really hard to start with but got into the routine. Healthy diet is going well. had sandwiches and strawberries (again) for my luch with ice cold water! Get on me. Salads is what i’ll be eating in FaliRaki!!!!

Had really good convos up the pub with Hayley – about going away and how Dan, her b/f will miss her so much, even tho he’ll deny it and with Sarah (Yup HER!) about ppl she slept with and plans 4 Faliraki. I blagged her necklace and she told me 2 give it her back wen we come back. Gettin on real well wit her at the moment. She had a car crash yesterday, not serious 1 but it shook her up so gotta do the friend thing and stand by her.
Stu and Jamie were talking about threesomes and the ‘Studs’ of the holiday. They were saying that Rob and Brian were naive as they were still virgins so they won’t have a 3some or do much, even tho Brian believes he’s gunna lose his virginity over there. Jamie thought me, Stu, him and Sarah were gunna pull the most as we’re all quite confident. Jamie said that he could see me being the dark horse of the holiday. Stu’s gunna make up some stories so he can get ppl not talking bout us. Is this wrong?
Brian and Rob have bought 12 condoms each!!! Just to be on the safe side eh?!! Jamie has bought 12 as well. I bought Stu’s for him as 1) His mum will go skitz if he doesnt have protection with him and 2) we don’t have any ‘moisturiser’  so for comfort!!!!
Imagine if me and Stu get the most sex on holiday, would make my year!!!!

Well best be going now. Realised i’ve been tagged so gunna write up that entry but keep ya notes coming and wen i get back, there is gunna be 1 BIG ASS entry about the old holiday. KEEP SMILING PEEPS!!!

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Hey! Have a fantastic time, I’m sure you will, and you’ll have to tell us all about it when you get back. ryn: I can’t adapt to heat! I’m very sensitive to heat change, and the slightest thing can make me sweat/shiver. Lol. I’m going to see Laura tonight, about 5 ish, so I’ll beable to tell you later, he he. Again, have a great time hun *hugs* x

July 19, 2006

No he wasn’t putting you first. I also am not entirely sure you want to go through with this. I know Ihardly know you but I’ve been used in a sexual manner and trust me feeling like a dirty used tramp aint fun. I hope you don’t go through with it. I really do.

July 19, 2006

P.S Have fun anyways and I hope you’re are ok!

July 19, 2006

Aww!!! I will miss you! Drunken conversations are always the most interesting…haven’t beend drunk in a while, thanks to the fact that we’re completely broke. Thanks for you note about the ex situation…*rolls eyes* She hasn’t called back, so I think it’s okay for now. Anyhow, have lots of fun and sex and all that other good stuff!

August 4, 2006

When are you coming back? Are you back and not writing?

August 5, 2006

Come back to me.

August 9, 2006

I hope you’re ok!

Its been nearly a month. When you coming home!!! Some of us are stuck here in england, bored as hell. Lol 😀 Hope your having a good time though.