Slighty Obsessive??
So I had a half day today, well a crappy 3 hour course-seminar thingy on Health and Safety meh meh meh! well, I could only think about going in town and seeing the one who is Scott!! So he didnt reply on Saturday night but he was soooo nice to me today, asking how my weekend went, sympathetic about me breaking my camera and god…. he’s so nice! Huge smiles!! And I was looking quite goodlooking if I do say so myself!!
So Stu and Sam are in the next room, huggin and kissing really intimately. Part of me is upset, part annoyed and the biggest part – ‘oh well, fck it and move on… think of Scott!!!’ which is the best part coz a huge smile comes across my face.
Meh, back to work @ 6am 2moro! Ive enjoyed my alcohol based long weekend – just back to life now!
But, Im sooooooooooooooo happy coz of Scott! Thinkin shall i let him wait 2 txt me, or ask him how his week has been on friday if he hasnt spoke 2 me b4 that? Oh, I want you to cross ya fingers for me!!!!! Please!! 
the school is really beautiful…the program and classes seem to be goood…and i wont be alone in poland…i have a good friend i went to high school with who goes to med school in poznan…so another plus….i dont know..i like europe..more than US…but im not sure if thats just because of BUsh!
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you ever get the tickle feeling in body when you or think of scott. i love having that feeling about a guy. so you think you should wait if he text you? i think you should let him make the effort towards your friendship or more. dont always put yourself on the line. and you dont hear from by then, dont sweat it. its not over and you can do something about it.
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