Missing me?

So last night I got really home sick. A song I hadn’t heard in ages came on and it just reminded me of Stu. The song is called ‘Car’ By Brand New but the acoustic version. I’m listening to it now. Well I just put it on and the lyrics related so much to me and to him – made me think of everyone I left behind, crying because I was going away. So I got out all the cards / Pics / notes that I got when I left and got really sad and cried. And I dunno Y – Im so happy here, starting a new life, making new friends, enjoying myself. And I was fine when I woke up this morning – I had a feeling that I was gunna be a bit depressive this morning but I just realised that Im living life, not being watched over.

Anyways, my friend rang me from England this morning – my best friend (another 1!!) that is coming out in September for a year and he put me in such a good mood. That makes the total count of 3 people that are coming to Sydney now since I have been here. At work, I randomly thought, what an inspiration I have been though. If I hadn’t have come, then no-one would be coming. I dont like gloating but I was so happy with my life. Yeah maybe it hasnt worked out how I would have liked, but has anyones truly? So coz I felt so good, I bought myself McDonalds – I know how to spoil myself 🙂

This weeks plans have also fallen down the pan – well kinda but not! Everyone I was meeting have all changed days and have had to reschedule around but I dont mind – seen a new jumper I like so I gunna have enough funds to buy it…
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