Keeping the options open…

So I’m definately coming back here again. I am looking at flights to come back to the country after my two week stint in the UK. I love Australia so much – even when it rains!
I’m looking at staying in Korea for a week either side of the trip, just to experience as much as I can.

I have also been looking at Canada for a year if I cant stay. I can do the working visa year thing over there as well and definately interested, then maybe NZ? Im keeping my options open just in case. Was talking to someone at work and they said that it sounds great… However, I know if I say that to my friends, at least one will either take my idea and make it theirs or decide that they have wanted to do it forever. But this one would be personal.

Ive decided, I dont care if people copy have the same thoughts as me. If I’m doing these trips, it’ll be on my own until I find someone that I want to do it with. Think I have proved to myself and friends that I have the balls to do this. Have an idea and make it come true. Its also strange ’cause I never could see me doing this but hey, doing it. Im not ready to settle just yet. I think there is so much to see and do in the world – but that is my feeling. Some people may like just doing the same thing, seeing the same people but not me.

But then some may say that Im not happy with myself and this is a sub-concious expedition, running the globe, trying to run away from myself or the truth, whatever that may be…

God dam, why cant things be simple? And if you run, you have to stop eventually.

 

Song of the moment – Moby vs. Aaliyah ‘ Why does my heart rock the boat’

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July 23, 2008

ryn: thank you. if only I felt as stong as you seem to think I am. How can I keep fighting for someone who doesnt want to fight for me? I just dont know anymore. Theres no point in inspiring others because this love is just too painful to bear.

August 1, 2008

if you live in canada then you better live in Ontario because I’m only 2 hours from there! hahah…plus toronto is an awesome city…

August 5, 2008

Thanks for all your comments 🙂 And Canada is absolutely amazing, go there!!! Lol. If you go to NZ and get within about 10km of Rotorua make sure you pack nose plugs, or intentionall catch a cold or something coz it stinks. But New Zealand is nice. And um yeah, Australia kicks ass, coz I’m here, lol.

August 5, 2008

And my friends seem to copy alot -rolls eyes- but even though it’s annoying it’s still what you want to do, you shouldn’t let them stop you.

October 25, 2008

You should keep writing. Your entries are interesting.

November 23, 2008

so i was thinking and i think that you should come back to OD!!