I was such a bad boyfriend
Looking on it now – I was such a bad boyfriend. Not just in the way I acted but the way that i didnt think. Last year, me and Stu were together @ christmas and his mum got me some presents but I didnt get them anything. This year she got me presents again, and yeah I dont go out with him anymore, but Sam his new boyfriend got Stu’s family something.
My God – how thoughtless am I? Goddam it! I have been thinking bout how you don’t know love until you’ve been burnt. I hate thinking like that. Im gunna be single this time next year and its so upsetting. Jodie and Lex said last night that they like being single. Yeah being single is alright when you’re goodlooking but for us ugly ppl, its not so fun. I like the hugs, the closeness, the staying in bed with each other. I think I need to pay a trip to the Stu box……
I’ve got one of those boxes from my first love. I finally got rid of it this summer when our friendship took an awful turn. His family always got me gifts too but now I feel as though I was a bad girlfriend then and could have done something to hold onto him. Oh well. We move on and we learn from our mistakes… hopefully.
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NOW NOW! don’t make me fly to the UK and kick your butt. For one, I just burnt my cookies reading your entry *cries* I hate baking. For two – I bet your not ugly!! Don’t say those kind of thing’s about yourself (I need to take my own advice) And for three – I hate those damn “boxes” I finally threw my “first love” box away back in 06. I think we needa burn stuff.. wanna go burn stuff with me?
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And as in burning stuff you say? For one – my da** cookies *cry* And then the ex boyfriend pictures, t shirts, plane tickets, concert tickets, and the stupid silly stuff that once ment so much! Whatdda u say? Ok i’m gonna go eat the cookies that didn’t burn. Cus i’m sad. Merry Christmas!
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You are NOT ugly! 🙂
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