Confusted to Mars

I hate the internet! I wrote a massive entry and then it cut off – grrrrr! So basically, me and Stu have been quite close recently and I dunno Y. The other day we were huggin, which then led to kissin which then led……..
I didnt feel bad afterwards coz it felt so right, it was really nice and we both did it, willingly. But then my head got messed up and then I wanted him back so badly. We were texting each other when we went to bed and he said his heart was in 2, part loving me and part loving Sam. I asked if we shud get back together and he told me how he’d found a new awesome person who he is falling in love with and how we had our time and fucked it up, and if it was meant to be, then in the future it will. Well he’ll have to come looking for me! And I know what’ll happen as well –
I’ll find the PERFECT person and start fallin in love with them and Stu will then look for me. Either way, i’ll regret doing what I do as I dunno wat the other route held in store – I really do wish I was Psycic!!

Wen I was out on saturday, I did kiss a few guys and get their numbers but wasn’t really looking for a relationship. I now that sounds a lil bit slaggish but a man has his needs!! There was this one guy who was called Simon who was so nice, had the last dance with me and was really down to Earth. Shame he had to stay @ his friends but who knows wat saturday has in store 🙂

I now have the coach tickets to the airport – plane tickets to and from OZ! Visa, passport, sim card! Just need a place to live in Sydney then i’m done! Oh and insurance! Ive watched too many airport programs to chuck that away!

Also fell in love with westlife – I wanna go home. Cheesy I know but hey!