Monday Afternoon

April 2 2018 3:46p.m.

My worker decided to show up today.  She was a bit subdued. This time Stephanie went on about her neighbor Rocky. Rocky lives across the hall from her. He is a drunk and when he is drunk makes a lot of noise. She was complaining ab out him saying that he kept her up all night. He was also making noise during Easter Sunday. She wanted to call the apartment manager. She said she thought about going down to talk to George about it. I said you might get better results if you filed a written complaint. She seemed reluctant to do so. She made a recording of him making noise on her cell phone. I listened to it. Other than talk to George I do not know what can be done. I remember telling her about Supreme ASSHOLE. I was telling her about the time he was caught with mj in his apartment at least twice. He was never evicted. I said some people in here get away with shit more than others.

Then she went on about the Monica incident and the problem with the log sheets for Thomas. She was going on today about how she thinks Thomas might have turned in Monica and Kelly, his workers. Then he is trying to blame her for turning them in. Stephanie can think of no other reason why Monica would turn on her. She said the three of them are going to going to have a meeting at Thomas’ apartment. She is afraid it is going to be a bitch fest with the three of them ganging up on her. As far as she is concerned she is doing her job the right way. I hope it works out for her.

I did not have much to say. Anymore it is all about her and her problems  She did talk about her Easter Sunday. She and her friend Karen went to church services. Then they had a nice family dinner at Karen’s brother. I asked her how Karen behaved. She said  that Karen was ok as long as she was not drinking. Karen did not drink that day. Stephanie said that she made up her mind not to be around Karen when she drinks.

I really am tired of listening to her problems. It is all about her. Anne was saying just a few minutes ago that maybe it is time to say good bye. I am reluctant to fire her. They have a shortage of aids in this area. Inspection is around the corner and I am afraid if I fire her I will not have a worker for inspection.

Well I get my Social Security check tomorrow. My case manager is taking me to the bank and Wal Mart. I will b e doing some grocery shopping. She is picking me up at 9. I have been uneasy about it all day. I have been having a vague feeling that something bad is going to happen.  This morning I was feeling very bad. I felt very depressed an anxious. This feeling of dread sunk in then and it hasn’t left me since. Thinking leaving my apartment and the situation with the caregiver is causing a lot of stress. I really do not want to leave the apartment i hate going out but I need to take care of business and get some groceries.