why is it???

I’M BAAAAAACK! And it’s cause Proactive is going down the drain so they lowered the price and are giving away a whole boat load of crap with it!

I wish I knew.

That’s just how things work out. Happens to me all the time.

ya every thing gets cheaper as the years go by dont u love it i tried proactive didnt work for me

dammit lifes a bitch sometimes

ryn: thanks for your note! And yes I do owe you an email! I’ve actually been very productive at work these past few days and havent had a chance to reply to ya just yet! But I most definately will do!! xx

is looking back bad then? x

i think it was thrown at me also, hitting my head, would explain a lot of things. i will never know the answers i suppose, but its something i’m going to have to learn to live with x

I’m sorry i’ve been trying my damndest not to note, but Cj are you seriously pretending to be Jesus? or are you like kinda half joking?

RYN: i knew it was you the second i found your diary. your font and everything is exactly the same, just different colors. i was not going to note but i just had to. just to see if you would respond.

RYN: sorry. i got the first note when i just noted. i didnt see the others until a minute ago. if its any consolation, i miss you. but i’ll leave you be. sorry.

maybe sometime in the future, we can start over.

ryn: I guess it was the best ever if you like it. Otherwise, it was pure crap. And salt scrub just exfoliates your skin and makes it softer. It’s good for all over use and it makes your skin look more radiant or something.

aye that cigarette machine is genuis….i don’t need to get out of my chair to fumare.

Sweet I was missed!!! Only like 3 people actually missed me.. Kinda sad If you wanna see pictures from it go to my myspace at http://www.myspace.com/chaoshavoclove and they are in the cruise folder

stop by anytime!

aye i may be blonde, but i did put it ON me!!

ryn: lol that would be horrible to make my “little brother” come clean my apartment!!

lol did it really scare you??

1)you don’t know if I need make up or not because you’ve never seen me without it! 2)I don’t know why I’m leaving this note bc I’m about to be late for class…I’ll be back

good morning!!

lol I have OD plus now and so i now have chapters..and my last 2 entries are in different chapters..sermons and devotionals

and no I’m not napping YET!

lol hush

why?! lol. i have anyway! jesus should know this

hahaha! sorry! haha

ryn: yeah I wasn’t talking down on it..I thought maybe I’m missing out on something! I’m not all about denomination..I think too many people focus on that and not on their relationship with God. I do think me and my Baptists need to loosen up some lol btw..I just woke up from my nap lol

yeah man.. if i knew what repenting bloody meant! haha

RYN: That’s why I’m a walking contradiction. 🙂 Actually its green because I like the color green. That simple.

ryn: aww thanks! did you have a nice weekend?

when are you going to do another entry??

so if I write you an email..you will write an entry?

sure…practice all you want

i sent you a myspace friend request

kids these days…

A) I think the 19 dollar package is the trail pack though…much smaller bottles. Thats my guess, cause I tried it like a year ago. B) You obviously dont live in Florida…one roach doesnt mean 1,000…it MIGHT but probably not.

Lol. I wasn’t aware that Jesus has acne:))

YOU SIR…need to respond to my email

RYN: Thanks for your note. I am acting weak. I dont know what has gotten into me lately.

RYN: But he knows that…he knew I wanted to be with him back in Dec. He knew I wanted to be with him 2 weeks ago when we talked. The thing is…HE KNOWS ME. Really really well. So he doesnt have to read between any lines. Also he knows that I’m smart enough NOT to date him right after a break up. He knows I’m not a rebound girl. TRUST me when I say he does know me. If nothing else.

I did think about however if I were her. I would not want some ex coming up and tell him she wanted to be with him. I let the situation get out of hand 2 weeks ago when we talked on the phone. I’ve decided as of today that I wont contact him anymore unless he contacts me.

ok so it’s been like a million weeks since I’ve emailed you..time to email me back kiddo!

ryn: um..to be perfectly honest that is not a good excuse!

A rainbow is when you stand with your feet touching and there is a space between your thighs…your thighs dont touch…leaving a small rainbow like shap. Also thanks for the lesson about sex being icing on the cake. I think I know that after sitting in enough youth group sessions though…

ah! you ALMOST left an actual note!! its about time!

hey kiddo! I sent you an email..I want a response..and no excuses lol

no idea – who are you?

well i don´t plan on stayin away for too long this time

Where have ya been mista? how are ya?

where did you disappear to??

Ha. So gutted. also, yeah I tried that but he just gets offended and upset ¬¬

hey – come on msn?

why is it you have this ability to take a complete train wreck and make sense of it!

doesn’t it seem i’m always in a train wreck?

Well Big J, can you conjure up my rich doctor man please. I miss the beach already :-(. It’s kind of scary you say that actually because I’m looking at repping jobs…

i know because my white jeans was the most important thing for me to worry about when i was getting stabbed in the leg and abdomen… thank you! *passes you birthday cake* x

oh and big J, can you do an entry yourself…?x

chocolate cake… and yes that would make me very happy 🙂