Jess4dance04

February 22, 2004

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i’m sand in your hand

My face is the target of questioning glances

that burn little holes in my innermost being

Dont know what the purpose of this romance is,

but seeing’s believing the things that we’re seeing

And something that some just don’t seem fit to see

is why i’m not yours if you belong to me

And it’ s understandable, I know it’s not right

It’s quite reprimandable (fight after fight)

(but i still think of you, night after night)

(yeah i still think of you, night after night)

I push through this wind and I tread through this sand

You’re walking on thin ice, my heart in your hand

And though you don’t notice, you say that you do

You say that you love me, and i know it’s true

’cause i hang on your words like blue hangs on the sky

and i can’t stay angry, though sometimes I try

I just wish you could hold me through all of this mess

move this ticking time bomb life’s placed on my chest

Cover my eyes and say “we’ll be okay”

and don’t let me open them til the next day

White flag, I surrender, I’m in far too deep

so stay with me baby til I fall asleep

and when i wake up, and you are not there,

the scent from your sweater will be in my hair

and I’ll choke back my tears and i’ll smile just for you

‘Cause I know that’s what you would want me to do.

This gold
that we hold…
Nothing can take it
No, no one can take it
away.

this made me cry

waltzing/back

February 23, 2004

oh jess…this was so beauitiful….amazing how when reading this..i think of my own past relationships..how bitter sweet..and truthful…i love this, and u!

this almost made me cry…this is actually really similar to the entry i just put up. both about relationships, both incredibly heartbreaking. i don’t know if mine is beautiful, but yours definitely is.

dying.in.space.

jess, I believe that sometimes the best word that could be used to describe love would be “consumer”. Somehow, this single emotion can control our entire lives, make us feel insignificant, wondrous, joyful and just plain sick. With the words you write, I remembered that feeling. The feeling of almost being helpless without that someone, and your downright fear of being alone.

I suppose that feeling alone is one of most surface feelings as well as one of the most deepest at the same time. Without this “someone” we really think we’re lonely, but we actually aren’t. When a friend falls, there are always friends around to pick them up. Especially for people like you. Just remember that we are always here to listen, we want to hear you bitch and moan jess.

You’ve been there for us, through everything, whatever it was. Listening to our every complaint. As we never even thought about you. Now, it is our turn love. It’s time that we take the hot seat of listener. So keep writing stuff like this. Let it all pour out. And remember, i love you.

RENT

We built a treehousekeep it from shakinglittle more glue every time that it breaksperfectly balancedand then i start makingconscious, deliberate mistakes.-The Last 5 Years you are so good, jessica marie.you are so good that you make my heart race all the miles away. i don’t know what you’re going through, but that’s okay. because i love you so.

Spellbound77

February 25, 2004

wow you’re beautiful and so was this! I luv you!

creep

this hits home, ur like nobody else, u r sooo loved, remember that, and anytime u need a laugh just think…HAND THING!!! lol

Would you like to go to Amsterdam with me?