floorboards

The cold northward wind held its breath

as you stepped into the star-studded night

like the immortal, upon the look of death–

your eyes grew wide–my lungs grew tight

each footstep louder, thunder, nearer

i swear you glow deep red

my eyelids shut but i can hear

your words run through my head

like pricking my finger

and running from the blood when it starts flowing

in the air lingers

that i can’t tell one single soul, knowing

no one can help me. I can’t get out.

it comes for me again.

And I can go to sleep but I’ll

be dreaming of your sin.

oh, sweet dreams

sweet dreams

footsteps

oh, they

they come

for me

again.

And I can go to sleep but I’ll

be dreaming of your sin…

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December 22, 2004

hm i can’t figure that one out.. i miss u already:(

December 22, 2004

i don’t think i’ve ever seen you update before 2 AM. oh well, that’s ok. i don’t know what’s going on in this one either, but hang in there; things have to get better, they always do.

December 22, 2004

You’re beautiful and I miss you.

December 24, 2004

in the air lingers that i can’t tell one single soul, knowing no one can help me. I can’t get out. Jess. . .Man, oh man. I love you so much and I know how that feels all too well. You’ve just spelled out my last year in the above text. It’s so scary. We should really talk. . . see each other. I miss you too. Thanks for the note; it made my day. <3

jess i love you. your fabulous. thanks for the note. tell stephanie i said hello if you get the chance, i hope you both are doing great. love, emily