6/2/08
So I saw an OD friend at church yesterday and commented about how it’s hard to write in here because nobody on my favorites list writes. I guess I write for my own personal record, but it’s still fun to have other people writing so I can keep up with their lives.
It’s so nice to have school be over for a couple months. Granted, there is my math training and summer school until July, but those are nothing compared to regular school. I like having so much time to do whatever!
Not much going on. Still looking for an apt. We found one place that we LOVED and Airie really liked it too. Both apartments we looked at were available immediately which would have been fine except that we’re not ready to move immediately. The lady who showed us the places said they go fast and we were so sad! I’m hoping maybe something will open up again in July.
That’s all!
~JC~
Why don’t you find a few new diaries that you like, ones that you know…update every once and a while?
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well, it was a dream after all…and if i had gotten pregnant earlier on in my life, i would not go through with a pregnancy. period. it doesn’t matter how old i am, i am not “there”..I know what my plans are for my life at this point.. but now i am engaged and we are looking to get married in a year or two…things are different now..i was mostly speaking about where i was in my life before. now i don’t know. i don’t think i woudl have an abortion at this point. the idea of killing something i made is heartbreaking…as it is to anyone…i can’t imagine anyone would ever have an abortion without feeling immense pain. surely the decision is not reached lightly or for lack of being responsible. unless your’ea drug addict or something along those lines lol… but i am not that person. i am also “old” compared to those young ones having many children…b ut that doesn’t mean I feel ready. I am not ready. period. your’e right. i agree with you that children enter at unexpected times in our lives for a reason (and make no mistake, I’m a highly spiritual person and constantly looking at the bigger picture. i also used to work with children, so i k now
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that being said…i look at the big picture…what if, i was supposed to go through an abortion? what if the soul never entered the child and i had an abortion? maybe that was god’s plan?? (just as maybe it is god’s plan for all of these wars and what not..murders and rapings and all the terrible things that happen that no one believes “god could be behind”).. maybe there is a soul in the child and i have an abortion..i believe, if i ever chose that, it is part of my plan, of god’s plan, of teh child’s plan. i do not believe children, especially “unborn” children, are not “innocent”…they have plans too…everything makes sense. do not beg me to go through witha pregnancy if it is not in my life’s path…beg me, to follow my path, my friend 🙂 trust the other is doing what they need to do. that is ultimately, to me, trust in God.
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