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yea, this thing needs updating…. umm, but i have nothing to talk about… *sigh* nothing exciting is happening… and since my hopes of anything with dave were utterly and completly dashed, i’ve yet to focus my attentions on any other boy in particular– in fact i’ve pretty much been focusing on the male gender in general… as a result, i think i’ve been reading too much into some slight insinuations by certain guys… you would think that i’d learn this by now… i’ve definitely learned some things from my mfl lab group though–i’m the only girl in the group… we were in my room until 5am today finishin up our final project… it amazes me how unbeleivably simple most guys–no, all guys– are… as they were telling me, most of their thought processes regarding women and relationships are straightforward… guys need sex. period. (and food too, but that seems to be secondary)… all these complicated thought processes that we as females try to attribute to them, b/c its the way we think, don’t actually exist most guys (i’d like to say all, but i know a few exceptions) mean what they say, and say what they mean… *sigh* and i *know* this isn’t anything new–in fact the book that i read a few weeks ago (“he’s just not that into you”) told me the same damn thing… why is it so hard to drill into my thick head?!?!… *sigh* anyway i guess that’s all for now… here’s to hoping i find happiness soon 🙂

peace,
~jen