too easy

He stared into my eyes. It felt an eternity. I stared back, attempting to see what was behind his eyes; to see if I could tell what he was thinking. I saw adoration, perhaps even love. But that wasn’t possible, I told myself, for we’d only met that very day. Self-conciously I blinked, and averted my gaze downward. I pulled my legs to my chest, and crossed my arms around them, resting my chin on my knees, and turned my eyes upward again; unblinking, just looking. After a few moments more of this silent staring, out of nowhere he said to me, “God, you have beautiful eyes.”

Blushing, smiling, I looked downwards, and then again raised my eyes to his. “So stare at them some more, why don’t you?” We laughed. He folded me into his arms, and he kissed me.

It was in that moment that I began to fall. But how? After one day? After a single date? But this is why I say began. If nothing else ever happens, I’ll be fine. But a few more weeks–perhaps even days–of hearing that I have beautiful eyes… being looked at as though I’m the only girl in the world… being held in such a way that it feels as though nothing else can touch me… being made to feel as though I’m a woman and not an object–not a plaything to be discarded after so many uses.

If only they knew how easy it is.

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July 23, 2006

SHHHHHHHh! Don’t give it away 😉

July 23, 2006

Isn’t it an amazing feeling to have a man tell you such lovely things, hold you close, kiss you ever so softly and make you feel like you’re everything and more? I hope you have many more days like these… xoxo jezsyka

July 24, 2006

hehe that made my heart beat 🙂