there’s beauty in the breakdown

“Laugh through the tears, its the only way to stay sane” ~ Me

[A Poem by me}

I am.
Breaking down.
Crying for every reason and no reason all at once.
Losing my mind.
Numb.

I can’t.
Eat.
Sleep.
Think.
Dream.
Love.
Be.

I am sick of.
Staring at these four walls, and yet have no desire to leave the comfort and safety they represent.
Trying to figure out my life.
People, places, things.
Existance.

I feel.
Hopeless.
Worthless.
Pointless
Utterly alone.

I must.
Trudge through each day.
Put on a happy face.
Pretend everything’s O.K.

It is, isn’t it? Isn’t it???