its over *edit!*

*edit* I just happened to find this quote on my friend Erica’s diary, and its scary the way it fits this situation:

“You fuck me, then snub me. You love me, you hate me. You show me a sensitive side, then you turn into a total asshole. Is this a pretty accurate description of our relationship?”~Marla Singer, “Fight Club”

yea… kinda scary, huh?

Somebody once told me that too many excuses means no excuse at all.

I don’t know what happened to him, but he’s turned into such an asshole. For the first like three weeks or so, he was an absolute sweetheart, and then just like… all of a sudden something changed. All of a sudden, there’s always a reason he can’t hang out with me. He’s going to the mall, he’s “hanging with the boys,” he’s auditioning for a band… Seriously, no doubt this is why I stopped dating guys younger than me. I’m writing this entry at 12:45 am on Wednesday morning. This entry is going on private for now, but will be public after I talk to him. Hopefully I will get to talk to him tomorrow afternoon (actually technically today, but lets not split hairs). If it doesn’t go well, which I’m not really counting on anything… then it will be over. I’ll relist the iPod (that I never should have gotten him to begin with) on ebay. I was going to wait until after Christmas so that I could get my present from him, but it occurred to me today that he could be doing the same thing. Just stringing me along until he gets what he wants. You know what? Regardless of what happens, the iPod has got to go back. The way I’ve been treated in the last week or so… nobody deserves that, and especially not me. We’ll see what happens…

I’m hot, I’m cute, I’m fun, I’m smart.

Update 5:02PM

And now I’m single.

Call me 😉