October 16, 2006

it rubs the lotion on its skin

Ugh, it’s so much easier to not care when it doesn’t seem like anyone else does. I just got an email from my Microeconomic Theory T.A. I had the same T.A. for Intro. Micro last semester, so obviously he remembers me. The email said something to the effect of you didn’t do very well on your mid-term (ummm… neither did anyone else? the mean score was only 38/65).. you were one of my best students last semester and I was surprised/disappointed you didn’t do better. If you need extra help going over the material, let me know. Yikes. How do I respond to something like that? One of my tragic flaws is that I almost never ask for help even when I desperately need it. So when it’s being freely offered, I Really, honestly have no clue how to respond to it. I mean, should I explain how my financial troubles have been giving me added stress? or should I just jot a thanks for caring, I’ll try better next time? Or should I, as I am most tempted to do, simply ignore it?

I think I need to quit Xando’s. No, I lie. I’m certain I do. I’ve never quit anything before in my life (perhaps another tragic flaw?) How do you quit?

It rained today. My umbrella is still at Andy’s from nearly two months ago. Oh well… his halloween party is next weekend, hopefully I’ll get it then (on a side-note, what should I be for halloween? ack, i’m running out of time). My sneakers felt like miniature swimming pools all day. I think I need galoshes also. A raincoat too would be nice. Wool smells when it’s wet.

I’d forgotten how dry my skin gets in the winter. Not all of my skin though. Just my legs. I’ve been going through replenishing vitamin E lotion like it’s water. it rubs the lotion on it’s skin, or else it gets the hose again

Thanks for the note. Your diary is not easy for me to read. I think it might be the way your font is and how dark your background is.

I tried to leave you a note, but wasn’t able to see the note I left you on your own diary. I wonder why that is. If you got the last note it was from me GodsDaughter so in case you didn’t know that.

After I sent you the 2nd note I realized I had forgotten to sign it. Than I realized since I had not signed the note I wouldn’t be able to read the note since you have private notes for all notes you get. Again your diary background is so dark it makes it hard for me to know which one is signed or unsigned notes.

It’s ok your diary is hard for me to read. if you don’t want to change it it’s ok. What do you like about my diary to want to keep reading it? I don’t know if you are on my fav list or not. If you are not on it sorry about that and I hope that doesn’t upset you.

Why do you get bored alot? Tell me more about you like age, where you live, religion, familyl, job or schooling, etc. I am glad the sites I share are interesting.

How did you choose what you are going to college for? Do you have a way to get online when you are at home from college? What do you mean you live by yourself? Do you not live in the dorm?

If you like cooking than culinary school may be a good carer for you. I went to culinary school, but have not found a job I feel ok doing in that field, but that is ok. My x I dated in college had a apartment type of place like you say you live in. So I know about the kitchen and refrigerator.