RIP YOU CRAZY BITCH

The first person to note me here was a lady with a heart of gold, a bad attitude and a drinking habit that kept her in hell, tho I did hear she had stopped drinking for a while. We once had a big fight here when she faked her death.. this time no faking, shot if the effin head by a cop. He was doing his job, she had a gun and it misfired. One bullet. Gone. She was funny as hell and meaner than a rattle snake. After I did not stop by her home once, she never spoke to me again. I was going to stop if it was morning before she got drunk but it was afternoon before I could be to her house and by then I knew it was a toss if she would see me or not. I didn’t bother calling and do not feel bad about it. I helped to try to get her in rehab once, which lasted 3 days then she left. She also bought a headstone for her Mom and was worried that it may not get to her grave. Since it was near me, I said I would go take a pic and send it to her. She cried. She ending up putting the headstone in her yard.. she was funny like that. Yeah, maybe I will call her ex hubby, the poor man.. whew, he had a wild ride with that one!

I decided to become a lifetime member so I can see when I don’t write how I wasted my money.. lol that is always great for the spirit.

I have fibromyalgia from hell.. I once thought that was a between the ears sickness and I guess it is but not the way I thought. It is not mental illness but an illness of the brain. It is diff for everyone and I think I have the worse case on this planet but I know more are worse off than me. Now that I know about it, I know that I have had signs my of it since childhood. I am in treatment rebuilding my body or what is left of it. I should be a stick person by next week.

Hub will be done working and will come home in about 2 weeks and will not be going back.. thank goodness.

It’s good to be back and I look forward to talking to you all!