I AM ONE OF “THOSE PEOPLE”!

One of those people that goes away for a long time without a word.

I do not know how long it has been but too long. I think and wonder what others are doing and how they are doing but forget that maybe someone wonders that about moi.

I have been working really hard not to have things on my mind..to keep my head in the sand but thats damn near impossible.

My lil dog didn’t feel good the other day on the same day my mums was too sick to get up so Angee took the dog…Luna to the vet and she was dead by the end of the day. She seemed so well but was so sick it was not worth putting her through what it would take to keep her alive to find the cause of the problem. I was bummed but was with her and when I left all I thought is….this is better than leaving a child behind and that thought has kept some of the sadness at bay and keeps it in perspective for me.

I have been told Angee is dieing..I can not think about it or talk about it.. I am numb to it and plus.. I feel I do not know enough to even begin to think like that. I know this..she does not have a clue or seems not to but…..

Getting packed and ready to head to Cali for the winter. I hope to be there by Dec 1, the movers have been hired just not given a date yet. I hate to leave and if Angee needs me I will come back but I will not have the same house but will live close enough. Ugh.. I am trying to get rid of 20 plus million years worth of junk! It is rather freeing, nothing means crap anyway.

Things can always be worse so I keep an attitude of gratitude going.

Hugs to anyone left that reads this…