10/2/08

A friends Dad died and I went to the services today. I had forgotten what an interesting man he was and all the stuff he had done in his life. Heck even the relatives before him did cool stuff, like build the London Bridge, which now resides in Az. And another relative built the ship the Cutty Sark. Jack the man that died liked to build things and was also a boat man. Geez, at the service I was all good until I seen someone had sent flowers and rigged up running lights like a boat and then put an anchor in it. That touched me.

I taught a class recently at the old work place and found out stuff that disturbed me. Bossman has gotten rid of some of the bad boys that I had helped placed and helped manage their cases. I really didn’t think I played that big of a part but now I am thinking maybe I did. Damn him, I liked those lil trouble makers! Moral is down around that and people are jumping ship. I am very surprised. I have no idea what is behind everything and not sure I want to know.

Hung out with RatBitch the other day and we really had a great time. I may have to find another name for her. She has lost a ton of weight so she feels better about herself. She looks great.

Hub has given me the ok to book another out of the country adventure. Where we cross at is I don’t want an adventure, I want to move for just a few years to another place. I am thinking Tawain. He is thinking I am nuts and refuses to move out of the country until he is sure I am ok. Believe I am ok, that is just his excuse..bah!

When I was in the hospital one of the doctors to be came over to us and said very quietly that maybe I smoked too much pot. I was shocked and didn’t know what to say so instead of asking him why he said that or how they can tell I spit out…. maybe it’s from not smoking ENOUGH pot. I am thinking they could tell something but he was the only that said anything and I think my doc wouldn’t keep mouth shut about it and would ask me. Hub thinks the guy was just weird and feeling me out. Why me? Has to be something to it. I have not smoked since.

There was so much food there today but I didn’t eat and now of course I am hungry……… where is the fridge…. gone to find it.