Engagement Ring

Everytime i saw an engagement or in a movie i get jealous. Maybe because no man really propose and give me a ring. There’s one woman who proposed and she did when i am already have a partner.

I shoulve taken it as a sign. That this man with me never treated me special unlike all the men and women ive been with. I remember my mother said ” he didn’t even propose or give not even a fake ring no effort whatsoever”

She was right all along. If mom will still be alive she will see how this man i chose over good guys she will be sad. I miss my mom. And this guy didnt even make an effort for me to see her one last time.

He treat me like shit and i can’t do anything about it.