Been a while

It’s been a pretty crappy 24 hours. Between my breakdown last night and the toddler fits and the freakin’ cockroach issues today, I’m just ready to hop on a plane and fly back to my parents place.

By the way: What does it mean when you have a dream during the night where you’re separated from your spouse and are starting to date other people? Yeah, I didn’t think that was a good thing…

I have an appointment with a therapist on Monday. I wanted to avoid going on medication for this but after looking back at a few weeks ago and last nights complete breakdown (I took out a duffel bag and almost started packing it to leave) I may need some help other than therapy after all. We’ll see how it goes Monday and go from there I guess.

So yeah, pretty shitty here as far as my mental stability goes.

BUT there’s a Child Passenger Safety Technician course scheduled for September! I’ll be registering this week for that. I’ll finally get Certified! So I’ve got that to look forward too I suppose.