interrupted

got interrupted yesterday. might happen again. not much time to myself lately. dau is going to have lunch with ex bf tomorrow. he wanted to do something today but she didn’t want to. she wanted to stay home, work out, just hang around the house. she always did need some down time. she did homework. laundry. stuff like that.

xbf’s roommate got dumped by his girlfriend, and dau was curious why. the answer came back as same reason you dumped xbf. dau was not impressed. she dumped x because she didn’t like him that way. she is not ready for that kind of relationship. even tho she is old enough, she just doesn’t want to deal with that just yet. she has things she wants to do before she gets too involved wiht someone, and she really liked this guy and could have gotten real involved real quick. so she is just being overly cautious. can’t blame her for that. she took a chance. she did go out with him. but then she was ready to call it off cuz she felt funny about it. its a free country. i am proud of her. it was a hard decision. unfortunately, xbf just does not understand. he likes her so much and just struggles with it. needless to say, the reason was not the same. dau also recognized they have very different ideas about faith and things like that, and she found it very difficult to share her faith with x. she felt that was such an important part of who she is that she needed to be able to share that with whomever she was close to, especially in that way.

i am sad they broke up cuz i so much like the guy, but i am proud of her and glad that she had the sense to call it quits before things got too far along and he would get hurt even more. the roommate and his x were not at all like dau and x. those two were just like kick everyone out we need our private time alone. dau and x spent some time alone, but generally hung out with other ppl around and were mostly real good friends. i dunno. i guess ppl don’t see the difference. it seems so obvious to me. well, i guess i know dau pretty well, and i also know this other girl to be quite a flirt and has gone out with many, many guys. dau never dated much and has always tried not to flirt cuz she has way too much attn from the guys already. any encouragement would really cause her troubles.

anyway, she is out working out right now. son is working. hub is feeling ill so he is in front of the tv. i am feeling ill too, but tv doesn’t interest me, although he is watching something that is not too offensive. i am super sensitive about tv and i avoid it. i don’t want to think about some of those things. i just don’t.

well, better go. i am sure my time is running out. later!

faith hope and love, but the greatest of these is love.