things to find: the clitoris.

MONDAY 16th JULY

Hotter than yesterday, and tmoro will be hotter again.

Must write plan for Coin-Operated Girl.
I go for fish soup and beer, nice soup but it doesnt really taste of fish so i then get a plate of grilled sardines, potatroes, onions, green peppers piquante and lashings of olive oil to follow. eat heartily and then stop. that will set me up for a few days.
my brain is slow this morning, still i made it up and down the stairs for 9am, but i could stay in bed all day if i want (my god, i m becoming so lazy its not funny)

bathengro? not a brainfart.

swallows swingdancing close to my balcony, playing in the heatcurrents they love – the smell of salmon steaks being grilled directly below me – blacktop pastel natas – 

theres a new Spar shop opening on the corner – i watch the first day opening in disgust –

when i get back from the shop in the morning – the cleaning lady has been to make the bed – she has cleaned the balcony – including the end of a spliff i was just about to have –
and she must have seen the egg in tinfoil on the bedside table …
THEY KNOW..

What did you do today? I wrote postcards. Tableaux.

are pleasures of the flesh pleasures of the vegetable for vegetarians? pleasures of the fish.

THURSDAY 19th

is the Ark of the Covenant in Ethiopia?
the Queen of Sheba, where did she go?
Heliopolis. Alexanders Choice.
Baal and the stone platform at Baalbek.
The Ancient Alien Question.
sound weapons, Viktor Schauberger.
did the Holy Family really travel to Moone, County Kildare?
did the Tuatha Dé Danaan really appear from the sky?

Things to find: the clitoris. i havent found it yet. i assume its slipped behind the couch.
But of course its always in the last place you look

I m getting excited about the carpentry thing now, mad right? about building my own little circus space and workshop on a bit of land. wow

So, missus, how was your time away?
well i would tell you its not what i expected but that probably wouldnt answer your question.
still, the 2nd or 3rd night, sleeping in the sand dunes at Mira. i felt my heart open, my ribcage shift, my chakra rally, in a way that it hasnt done in a long time, and thats just i was looking for –