The good, the real and the plain weiiiiiird…

Ok first things first:

I found an apartment!!! 🙂 I am signing the lease tomorrow and will get my keys then as well. So Dermot (good good Dermot) is helping me bring some stuff over already. He’s not around at the weekend and I am dependent on someone with a car to move some of my stuff. I mean the new apartment is only a few blocks away from my current one but I will still need help to move the heavy items and essentially EVERYTHING is heavy once it is in boxes and bags 😉 So yeah I am hoping to get mooost of the stuff moved tomorrow and only will have to carry over bits and bobs to be moved by the weekend. Please God…

The apartment is nice. Not the most beautiful apartment in the world but it’s a two bedroom apartment with a semi-private garden (aparently the other family doesn’t use the garden so it’s mine) and a gorgeous living room and it’s the same price as what i currently pay for my one bedroom place. Nice. 🙂 I will of course post pictures once I am all organised and all my shit is stored away. Which will be a WHILE so be patient 🙂

Ok… other news and this is where it gets surreal… some of you know that about 10 years ago I fell madly in love with a girl. Her name was Amy and she was the most beautiful and most amazing person I had ever met in my whole life and I was in love head over heels… love on first sight… love like in a book or poem… or movie… totally and utterly in love. It was the first time I had been in love with a girl and of course I was confused and shocked etc but that’s a story for another time. For now just know that I was so madly in love with her that when she finally said yes I felt like I was floating above ground and saw everything in a shade of pink… I am not kidding you… it was like that…

Anyway… I lost her… and the story got really weird and complicated after that… but to keep it short: I still think about her every single day… well… it got less for a while… but over the last few months I am thinking about her more and more and ODD things have happened. The first thing was that Stephen Gately died. Stephen was a singer in a boyband called Boyzone that Amy and me were huuuge fans off when we were friends/girlfriends. So… in the days… maybe the week… before his death I was thinking about Amy soooo intensly for some reason… and I WISHED for a chance to see her again… and then stephen died… and there was a funeral being held in Dublin… and I was like… OMG… did I CAUSE this????? I know this is of course a total exaggeration but this is literally how I felt… kind guilty. Anyway… I ended up not going to the funeral that I might have seen her at but watched the whole thing on TV. I had made a donation for him (as we were told to donate rather than bring flowers) and my note that I left with the donation was posted on the Sky News website!!!!!! Mentioning my full note and my full name… MAD!!!!! So I was like: Oh God!!!! She might actually see that! (beside the obvious fact that I couldn’t believe that my name was on the Sky news website!!!) So… that was that… THEN I got a computer game called Crisis Core. It’s from the Final Fantasy series which I am a huge fan off. Crisis Core is the prequal of Final Fantasy 7… the EXACT game Amy and I used to play together back then… FUCKING WEIRD!!!!! And then… on Sunday night… I got a message from her… on one of those german networking websites. However, I couldn’t collect the message cos you need to be a gold member to be able to send and receive messages and there is no freaking way that I pay that if there are several FREE networking websites around. So… yeah… I got a message from her, replied to it (without having been able to read it) and told her I am not a gold member and cannot read the message. By the same token she’s not a premium member and she cannot read it either…. frick!!!! So I left a note on that website saying if anyone should want to contact me they can do so over Facebook or MySpace or MeinVZ (other german networking site) because I am not willing to pay those membership fees… who knows… maybe she’ll read it…

But… point being… isn’t that FUCKING WEIRD???? needless to say I was shaking when I saw her name flashing up: "Amy BlaBla sent you a message on StayFriends.com" I was like: No way!!!! This is just TOOOOOO weird…..

It’s like…. I made this happen…. be careful what you wish for eh?