The Bling and the worst movie in the world

Thankfully I felt better this morning and I went to the shopping centre to meet with Remy. There we bought a nice necklace and ear ring set for my cousin’s 30th birthday ("The bling" as it is now called) and then to subway so my man could eat something. Afterwards we went to see Bruno… and… seriously people… it’s a bunch of shite… it’s in no way like Borat… it all seems very fake and it was actually very disgusting and disturbing… and I am not a prude but seriously… it was baaaad ……

after the movie we picked up some groceries and went home to my place where my guapo made me some enchiladas and we watched 1.5 movies *grin* and I have to say this time around the sex was muuuuuch better. And me being the stupid mushy cow that I am had tears in my eyes again because I just can’t believe that now EVERYTHING fits… he’s too good to be true….

And so yes… here I am again freaking out…. does he like me? Will he leave me? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i AM INSANE!!!!! 

Why do I keep driving myself crazy?????

*breathe* I need to relax… but at least this time I manage to keep "the crazy" rather quiet and not to tell him what I think and feel in terms of his feelings for me… that’s an improvment… I just have to relax and wait and see aye?! I am trying very hard to do so…. promised….

He’s so crazy… we are so good together me thinks… before he left today we ended up talking about Toni Braxton for some reason and he started singing that "Un-break my heart" song. Reeeally really badly… it was hilarious… we were in sitches… he actually got me to sing with him… equally bad… he makes me laugh so much… he’s insane… I love it 🙂