Just keep swimming….

Just back from swimming. I reeeeally have to make a habit of it. I mean it’s cool: I get exercise, i get to sit in a jacuzzi and the sauna and get to take a shower that doesn’t cost me anything… as the amount of electricity my immerzion consumes is OUTRAGOUS!!!! So it’s all good. I only swam 500 meters today but sure better than nothing 🙂

Ferdinand was over at my place. I had asked him to pick up his TV and so he did. He showed at around 7.30 and we were talking until around 10 when it was time for me to go to bed. Was an ok chat. Feel better now… cos I realised that he doesn’t really care about me at all. It sounds weiiird that that actually makes me feel better doesn’t it???? But it really does!!! Because up until now I just couldn’t understand what happened. He said to me he really values me as a friend and doesn’t want to lose me as such and was close to tears etc and then I don’t hear from him in 3 months or whatever!!!! Now from our conversation yesterday it was easy to tell that he thinks i am an ok person but that he doesn’t really "care" about me anymore. And that made me feel …. relieved… cos up until yesterday I thought that I must have "missed" something… that I must have upset him or done something wrong or whatever… this way I know now that he really doesn’t care and that he just lied cos it was easy at the time to do so… I feel reborn… finally the book is closed! Moving on. Thank you very  much.

Two more pictures from me birthday outfit 🙂 Were taken by Romuald by phone so a bit blurry but at least you get to see the whole outfit 🙂

Doesn’t the blazer just go aaaawesomely well with the outfit? 🙂 I still had it in my dresser and never wore it. Coooool 🙂

Food Diary (today):

Breakfast: Plain crossaint and my daily medium soya latte with syrup

lunch: one cup of soup… i just didn’t fancy anything in the canteen

afternoon snack: cereal bar

dinner: honey mustard chicken wrap with peppers and lettuce

exercise: 25 mins brisk walk in the morning and 500 meter swimming in evening.

Weight (this morning): … i don’t exactly remember… i think 55.7

it’s so weird my weight fluctuates by a whole kilo or even more within a DAY sometime… and i weigh myself the same time every day…