I’m still alive

I know I know… I haven’t been here again in forever… it’s not even that I was so busy… I am honestly just lazy lol. I am addicted to eBay… well… I think I finished buying what I wanted and can’t find anything more so that addiction should be under control again now lol. I bought a few gorgeous good quality tops for really cheap so I am happy šŸ™‚ Beside that I have a new computer game that I got on bigfishgames.com called… erm… Aveyond… I think… and I am on to the second part of the game now and it’s quite fun… similar to an old version of Final Fantasy which is my favourite game so… great šŸ™‚

Things with Romuald are good. Week before last we spend a lot of time together… he came over Friday night and on Saturday we nearly broke up… he was annoying the f*ck out of me lol… but we were ok again then… on Sunday we went down to the lyrath hotel and we had an aaaaawesome time until Tuesday when we went home. We didn’t fight once… we laughed a lot… we got very close… it was nice. Tuesday we went home to Dublin and he left for France on Wednesday morning. I was back in work thursday.

He came back Tuesday morning and picked me up from work the same day… so sweet. We spend the evening together then and I think he really did miss me genuinly.. sweet šŸ™‚

Tonight we’ll go home together after work (to my place) and he’ll stay over and we’ll go to work tomorrow. I am sure it will be nice. šŸ™‚

This Saturday is a Tai chi Workshop that I originally planned to go to but I don’t think I will cos my back is still giving me grief and also I don’t really have the 80 Euro that it costs… well… this month was expensive for me… with the hotel stay… I mean I could afford it but I don’t really want to use more of my savings… I already used 200 Euro to pay my CC bill for the stay. So we’ll probably go to some type of "September Festival" in Phoenix Park on Saturday… we’ll see… it’s something different anyway…

And… beside that… no news really… my boobs are sore… Too much inofrmation lol… I think it’s just hormonal stuff… next time I go to get my pill perscription I will ask them to check it out. But I am 99.9% sure I know what it is and it’s very common and not bad… and NO I don’t think I am pregnant… I took my pill regulary and Romuald is also "being careful" if you know what i mean. but not to prevent pregnancy… jsut because it’s messy lol… so considerate.

We saw a lot of kids at the Spa and we wanted to steal them all… we both would love to have kids… but sure i’d prefer to be married first and we’re only going out for two months lol… liiiiiittle early to think about kids or marriage just yet lol.

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my pills make my boobs super sore too..i wanna go to the spa!!!

Hey!..yeahh i left kinda abruptly..i kinda freaked out..this one reader of my diary got too attached to me..She said i was her bestfriend and all this stuff and someday we would meet..she wanted to come suprise visit me..she doesn’t know where i live or anything but with technology the way it is im sure she could of figured it out. She was nice but quickly leaving was for the best. =]

September 15, 2009

re: actually, she is very flexible, but not single. sorry. šŸ™ – noah

thanks for the note!yeahh my dad thinks women will never be as smart, talented, or strong as men.ive heard it from him 4ever I run 5 miles every other morning because i love the feeling that both my father and brother can’t =]. i know if my dad found out i run in the mornings he would kill himself trying to out run me (hes had 3 operations on his knee) so running is like my own little secret. <3

and yeahhh it was sooo scary!..i started having nightmares at night >.<. She still has my aim screen name but shes never on so it should be okk <33..i hopee =/.

September 15, 2009

RYN: thank you. though I still feel kinda dumb for not realizing everything before and honestly, I just wish i could forget that night. *sigh* But it’s great to hear you and Romoald are doing well. šŸ˜€ And even if it’s way too early for kids, it’s nice to affirm that you two are going in the same direction. hehe. Take care and glad to see you here again! missed ya.