It’s the July 23rd.

10 FACTS ABOUT ME
1) I don’t have a clue what I’m going to do with my life yet, and I’m okay with that.
2) I like to people watch. A little too much. 
3) I’m tempted to move to Louisiana just because my best friend lives there. With her struggling to be there, and me being done with this ridiculous city, it’s almost completely worth it. It wouldn’t matter where we lived as long as we had one another to keep us entertained.
4) Rain is one of my favorite things in this world. It’s good for every mood.
5) I was strongly disappointed in my warped tour experience.
6) Everyday I miss him less and less.
7) I want to write a book. 
8) I don’t feel like I will be a good authority figure, and hate that I’m being forced into this promotion.
9) Never again will I compromise any part of myself for another being. 
10) I am pretending to be a 100% okay with my mothers choice to shrug off her health problems until she ends up in the hospital again, when really I’m not okay at all. I told her I wont sit at her bedside this time,and I wont. I can’t. I love her too much to watch this on repeat. 

9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1) Love the Lord with all your heart.
2) Be able to have a true conversation.
3) don’t be judgmental.
4) Be my best friend.
5) Be able to be independent, but still need me.
6) Be you and no one else.
7) Come over to my house randomly just to say hi.
8) Laugh, hard, with me.
9) Love me for me.

8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERY DAY
1) Hair tie
2) Cell phone
3) Keys
4) Locket
5) Glasses
6) Book
7) Water
8) Mascara

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
1) Bickering.
2) Being tickled
3) People touching their eyeballs in front of me when they know how much I hate it.
4) Texas educational system.
5) Texas in general.
6) Driving through Kansas.
7) James hyped up on energy drinks.

6 PLACES I’VE VISITED
1) Missouri
2) California
3) Colorado
4) Louisiana
5) Arizona 
6) New Mexico

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1) Go visiting around the world.
2) Move to Washington.
3) Write a book.
4) Hike down the Grand Canyon. 
5) Meet Donald Miller.

4 THINGS I’M AFRAID OF
1) Not succeeding like I had hoped.
2) Being a barista forever.
3) Not living up to my families expectations. 
4) All the people I hold closest to me dying before I do.

3 THINGS I DO EVERY DAY
1) Shower
2) Talk to Jesi
3) Listen to music

NOT TO DO RIGHT NOW
1) Fall asleep.
2) Wish away what’s right in front of me.

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
1) Jesi
 

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July 24, 2009

re: 4) All the people I hold closest to me dying before I do. my BFF wants to go one day before me. she says so she will never have to be without me me, i want to go last. then i will find here there, waiting for me