22, struggling to find a job

Hi, it’s 4:26 am now and I just had a severe burnout for a week because of finding work. Life is getting serious and I am scared to be stagnant at life, I am scared of not doing anything, and I am also somehow getting sad of thinking that I have no time for love. Also, I’ve never been romantically involved with or pursued by someone.  When I wake up in the morning, the first words that will come out of my mouth are “God, I don’t know anymore.” I feel so lost.