22, Lesbian

When I was younger, I thought that there’s something wrong with me because I like girls, or was it just the environment I grew up in?
Sometimes, I still like men physically, but I can’t see myself having an emotional connection with them. I never had any serious relationships, and I am closeted. Before, I was too scared to confess it to my friends because all my friends are incurably straight and I am too feminine, and so they would say maybe it’s just a phase. I never had a group of friends or a circle that I could relate to. If anyone here feels so alone, maybe we can make a community (group chats on Instagram).