22, Almost 3 months of finding a job

To anyone who’s reading this, believe that there’s always hope and a room for you. Shift your thinking, even if it’s just for a temporary joy, and embrace the opportunity to feel that way until it passes.

Today, I woke up at 5 PM to the most incredible news—Ms. Christine from the company reached out to let me know that I’d been hired, and my journey officially begins on November 4. After countless prayers, including one from just last night, this news filled me with overwhelming gratitude. I’ve been praying for this opportunity ever since I graduated, and now, at long last, the heavy anticipation is lifting.

October 8 holds deep significance for me. Three years ago, it was both the happiest and most painful day of my life. It was the birthday of my first situationship—an intense connection that began and ended on the same day. That experience left me empty, stripped of who I was, and I found myself trapped in a love that consumed me. It drained me emotionally, even to the point of distancing myself from those who mattered most, including my family. For a long time, I carried the weight of that loss, convinced I hadn’t fully healed.

This year has also been incredibly challenging, possibly one of the hardest. My mother fell seriously ill and had to undergo surgery, which meant she couldn’t attend my graduation—a moment that deeply affected me. It wasn’t just her absence that hurt, but seeing her in such a vulnerable state changed the way I saw her, and it reshaped our relationship in ways I hadn’t expected. Around the same time, I also became sick, and it was my sisters, particularly my oldest sister, who stood by me every step of the way. Their unwavering love and support have been my source of strength through the darkest days. My sister’s presence in my life reminds me of the enduring power of family, and I’m forever grateful for her love.

Despite all the hardship, I’m thankful that today, October 8, now holds a brighter meaning. Securing this job has allowed me to reshape my outlook. I’ve realized that my career and personal growth now come before any pursuit of love, and I feel at peace with the idea that I could set aside romantic interests for the sake of my professional journey. There’s no regret in this decision—my work, my responsibilities, and my values have become my top priorities. I’ve found purpose in devoting myself fully to my career, as it reflects my commitment to growth and the pursuit of excellence.

As I move forward, I wish the best for my family, who has been my rock, and for myself, as I continue this new chapter. With their support, I know I can face whatever challenges lie ahead with strength and resilience.