i need some advice

soooo i like a boy but the is that i am poc(person of color) and he is white but that is not tissue the thing is that he said the n word in the past but and his past mistakes was brought up by his ex and like it broke my heart because he and me are besties and like how can you say all that and and your friends with black people and he got phone taked for like 2 weeks or more and i see him with his phone AND HE DOESN’T TEXT ME  idk what to say like dang everyonw think i am over him idk should i get over him 🙁