just plain tired

I am just so tired.  I get a good night sleep and im still just so tired.

Maybe im just tired of my life not that its interesting anyways. Fantasy is so much better then reality.

Speaking of reality i gotta get ready to go to work tomarrow. Its going to be a good day because i just have to room people and file charts. Wed and fri are the days i hate. I mean yeah its slower but i have to play secretary and do my regular job which is okay at times but sometimes i feel as if i have to go in  many different directions and i just cant i mean dayum im only one person. Its a learning process i guess learn to weed out what important to do first and whats not.

If i could win the lottery it would be nice. Im not talkin 20 bucks off a ticket but like 150k buy me a new car and a house and i wouldnt care about the rest. It would just be nice to establish myself on my own two feet. Get rid of the feeling of being beneath ppl

Well My thoughts are all over the place now as u can tell one subject to another lol THATS ME, but im going to get my boys ready for bed so i can go to bed