Worried.

I went to the doctor today.

I have pnemonia.

There just aren’t words.

I am doing everything right. I am going to class. I am keeping my apartment clean. I am going to the gym and loosing weight.

I am maintaining normal. I stopped smoking over two weeks ago.

And yet, in this one semester, I have broken my hand, and now I have pnemonia.

I am terrified of falling behind… of loosing my grip. I can afford to fall back into my old routine. I can’t afford to go back to the person I was. I need to get better and get back on track.

If you’re reading this, send me the best thoughts you can. Pray for me. I need strength. I need to get healthy, so I can continue to make something more of my life.

I really don’t want to loose everything I’ve managed to gain in the last few months.