Horrible, horrible…

I’ve been a horrible ODer lately. I barely read; I rarely write.

I am so behind on my entries. I just find that I don’t have the time/energy to write much anymore.

I am going to school–or studying for school–and going to the gym and counting calories and cleaning house and waiting to hear on this Ft. Hood job…. I just get distract.

Also, I’m pretty sure the meds have quelched my NEED to write. I feel like I just exist now. I’m not so… loopy. The fight to be normal is not such a struggle anymore. It just kind of happens.

In any case, I need to make it my routine to write. That’ll keep me updating. I’ve been so stuck in my routine lately–and I LOVE it. Routines may bother some people, but I find them comfy and relaxing. 🙂

I’m going to go now. Nothing more to say and plenty else to be doing.

I hope you are well.

🙂