6/25/03

*sigh* Ahh, the sound of an empty house. One of hubby’s friends came over to go for a walk on the trails out back. I don’t feel much like walking so I stayed my ass in the house. He took the dog so it’s just me, the cats and the fish for the next 45 minutes or so.

It was fucking hot outside today. Today was one of those days where we’re really happy we bought our pathetipool. I like summer because at least it’s not a fight for me to stay warm but I’m not too happy about sweating either. So we went for a dip in the pathetipool. I do kind of wish we’d bought a deeper one, you can’t do much in this one and not get hurt. While attempting to make a whirlpool I managed to bruise my knee and scrape my toe. Maybe 22 year olds aren’t supposed to come home from work and make whirlpools 2 foot pools but I do. I refuse to grow up. I’m only a grownup when I HAVE to be.

I actually had work to do today and I did it!! Whoa! The nice thing about having work to do is that I can actually use my headphone’s and listen to music. When I’m not working I have to listen for people to walk by so I can’t listen to music. Not to mention is makes the day go by a HELL of a lot faster.

I’ve been fucking getting dizzy again. I damn near fell over in the shower a couple days ago. It’s getting really frustrating. I need to call my doctor back and get my prescription filled, I picked out the allergy meds that worked the best for me but the whole calling thing is making me really nervous. I’ve put it off for two days now. I hate calling places when I don’t know exactly what to expect. Last time I called the doctors office I got a really dumb receptionist that couldn’t figure out what I was talking about. I told her I wanted to make an appointment and she asked what was wrong so I told her I had Tinnitus and was getting dizzy spells. She couldn’t understand what the hell I was talking about. I guess I should have just told her my ears were ringing, maybe she’d have understood that. I fear calling up to try to tell them what prescriptions I want now though because confusion, especially over the phone puts me into instant overload. It’s really frustrating. I’m a mess on the phone. I know when I call certain places like my eye doctor that they’re going to ask questions like what’s my phone number and address and stuff so I have to write all that stuff down on a peice of paper before I call otherwise I will literally forget when they ask me. I’m such a ‘tard I swear.

ok, my cat kenny just got cozy in my arms so i only have one hand. later!