6/19/03

*frown* I’m annoyed. I pre-ordered the expansion pack for Neverwinter Nights right? I pre-ordered it and paid for one day shipping so I could have it FAST right? Heh, apparently that’s not how it works. I might as well have just now ordered it. It was scheduled to ship June 17th and arrive at my house on June 18th. The damn thing hasn’t even been shipped yet and probably won’t be for a day or two. I could drive my ass to media play and buy it faster provided they’re not out of stock. I certainly won’t be doing this ever again. I’ve had the worst luck with shipping lately though. The fed-ex ground idiot stuck my piccolo in our newpaper box awhile back and it sat out overnight in the freezing cold!!!! Then a couple weeks ago I ordered some stuff that was supposed to arrive second day air via UPS but ended up getting put on the wrong plane and lost in florida for like a week. Luckily I got my shipping refunded for THAT one! It’s just a game, but DAMMIT, it’s a fun game and the weather is supposed to suck all weekend!!!

Our company picnic is tomorrow and it’s supposed to rain. It rained last year at the company picnic and DAMN does that make it boring. We certainly won’t be staying much past lunch if it rains the whole time.

I’m going to see if I can find a female betta tomorrow. I keep saying that but then when I go to the store they don’t have any and I buy a male. Which, well, if they don’t have any female’s this time yeah, I’ll probably buy a male. But I really want a female, they’re so cute. I’d like to get a whole ten gallon tank set up for female bettas. Female bettas can be kept together but you have to be careful because they might fight. If they do you have to take the aggressive one’s out. I’ve never had good luck with large fish tanks but I’ll have to try it again now that I’m better educated on how to set them up and get the biological filter going and whatnot.

I must be the most boring diarist on this site. It’s not that I don’t have anything to say or anything to write about. I have a lot of things I feel strongly about but every time I try to share them I get flamed. What the hell fun is that? If I read something I don’t agree with I roll my eyes and move on. I don’t tell people all about how they’re stupid and going to hell and whatever. It’s one thing to disagree in a mature way but somehow I only seem to find the one’s that want to be immature and closed-minded about hot-button issues. *sigh* This place has lost it’s fun because I don’t have the energy to argue with someone that can’t agree to disagree and let it go. That’s pretty much why I just write about my happy little fucking days for the most part now. I used to feel comfortable here, comfortable enough I could share anything that was on my mind but that’s pretty much gone now. I’m starting to feel like I did the first time I decided to leave OD, which I’m not planning to do again, I just mark most of my “good” entries private now. I appreciate all the people that leave me nice notes. But it’s hard for them to not be overshadowed by some prick that decides to be an ass and won’t let it go.

I have to go.