11/24/03

Current Mood: Dying
Current Music: Nothing

I woke up at 3am this morning and felt like I hadn’t had an ounce of sleep. The alarm went off at five and I felt pretty much the same way. Then I got up to go to the bathroom and felt dizzy, sick to my stomach and pretty much like I’d been run over by a truck. My whole body just ached, I thought to myself “Damn, dying would feel better than this”. I don’t know what I have for sure, it’s either a stomach virus or food poisoning.

I told hubby I wasn’t going to work and I wandered back into the bedroom where I proceeded to lay down and wish I was dead. I felt weak and like my blood sugar was low so I made myself drink some juice then went back to sleep. I feel somewhat better now but I have a killer headache and I feel like I’ve been kicked in the stomach repeatedly. I don’t know what I’m going to do about lunch. Being hypoglycemic and having a stomach virus that causes you to do unpleasant things aren’t really a good combination. I’ll probably just drink some more juice, that didn’t kill me, yet.

I’m hoping I’ll be well enough to go back to work tomorrow. I have to get the phone directories out by Wednesday, and I’m taking vacation the 1st and 2nd.

For now, I’m going back to lay down.