drink obsessions

just had to add this in quickly…

The girl I saw in the couselors office…the Mcdonalds girl…I saw her again tonight waling down town…I was telling somebosy about the girl and the situation and then all of a sudden here she comes walking along. I was like whhhoooaaa…Ithis was right after the group meeting. And its not as if the town is that small, its not like there are only 1000 residents in this town. She looked angry as she was walking, which is also true for earlier. She looked angry while eating her poison!

…And also  quick question…for the ones who are living with an e.d…are you a bit obsessed with always having to have some sort of drink like soda or water no matter where you go? Or have to stop at a convenient store constanly just to get a drink? Even when you don’t actually need it. Having to have a drink in your car just because something bad might happen, and thurst just isn’t an option for your cause of death? Or going out of your way just to get that drink even if it means you will be late for work. This was brought up in group this evening and we all just had to laugh because we thought it was something we were doing alone. We never stopped to think that this wasn’t normal because it was just the norm for us. We were all like "whoa, you do that too?" And the drink is most likely diet soda or coffee..Whats with that anyway. Its so silly. But its something to think about…if what I wrote made any sort of sense at all.

Random ass entry! ha.