30 percents.

I love to shop, yet I hate it as well. I went out tonight looking for some new clothes, which was really stupid of me because I ended up wanting to smash my head through a wall. I try something on, and then fully regret it. It never ends well, I get so upset and annoyed ith my body, that I want to cry. This happens every time I shop, but it dosen’t stop me from shopping, because I love it. Its a whole hell of a lot easier to shop for someone else, which I also love doing. Birthday gift shopping can last all day in my world, and I also think its partially because I just love looking at things. That sounds really silly, but when there are billions of differen’t things to look at, It never really gets boring. Anyway, Im getting away from what my point of this paragrah was. I wanted to say that after a lot of time trying things on and putting it all back, I did manage to find four things. As of now, Im going to take back the jeans I got because they were sort of expensive and I really didn’t need the jeans, and I am also thinking about taking a shirt back. I can’t decide if its worth keeping…so what do you think? Is it too granny-ish, or too much like something a 16 year old would wear….or just not that cool????

….or do I look like a dweeb? I don’t know. I do like it, and I really like the colors, but I think it also looks like something a 10 year old would wear. Not to mention, the white-ish parts make me look like I hve a kangaroo pouch. I suppoe if I have these doubts, then maybe I should just take it back. Ughh I don’t know!!!

I got this too, and Im going to keep it. Its the bow on the back that sold me, I couldn’t put it back down. If it didn’t have the bow, I wouldn’t have been so excited about it…

It has a little sparkle woven into it s well. It’s fitting for both fall and winter. Right now with the weather still warm, I can roll up the sleeves and just wear a cami under it. It’s has a lot of holes (what is that called) so its not too heavy. It can make for a good holiday sweater as well, and it may be an option for this years Kris Kringle procession outfit.

It was a good find in my oppinion, and it wasn’t expensive. I got it at Target. The great thing about Target is that the kids clothes there run pretty big. That means that there is a lot in that section I can wear. The best part is that the kids clothes are a lot cheaper. Another good thing about the sweater is that it dosen’t look too childish. I also bought a cheap pair of pants that don’t look childish.

 

 After a night of thinking about the purple shirt, and by thinking about the purple shirt I mean not really thinking about it at all, I have come to the conclusion that I still dont know what to do about the purple shirt.

I had to leave group early today, but we had a good discusion going. Thats my group story for this entry.

It was rainy today, I got wet.

My hair did weird things today. It wasn’t because of the rain, I just have weird hair. I have this really annoying little kink in the back of my hair. No matter what I do, it refuses to lay straight. Its like a hair birthmark or something. A birthkink. My kink was just a little weirder than usual today. There was nothing I could do about it.

Last night I saw my high school crush, well one of them at least. My freshman year crush on a Senior named Charlie. for the life of me I couldn’t remember what Charlie’s last name was, but my sister was with me last night and she was in the same year as Charlie. She reminded me that Charlie had the same last name as my best friend, which makes me wonder how I could have forgotten. I neer spoke to Charlie, but rather gawked at him from afar. He still looks the same, but with added tattoos, which means he was still nice to look at plus more, because I love tattoos! I remember my other crush named Paul. I thought Paul was sent from the heavens or something. He moved here from Frankfurt his junior year, and he too was lovely. He was in my math class, but I was to afraid to talk to him. He spoke to me a little. The one thing I remember him saying to me the most was "Hey pothead" I had come into math class really late that day, and when I came in, I looked at the work sheet we were suppose to be doing, said fuck it, and put my head down on the desk. Thats when Paul said "Hey Pothead" I looked up at him, giggled a little, then put my head back down" And then there was another time he asked me what I liked to do for fun. I told him bowling. I hate bowling, so I have no idea why the hell I said I liked to bowl. At that time, the only bowling I liked to do was of the weed variety, and Im pretty sure thats called smoking. It goes with out saying that I hauled ass out of there and tried to hide for the rest of the year. To bad that didn’t work in my favor.

…and thats how I get carried away from what I was originaly trying to say…Charlie to ramble ramble nothing important bowling!

Anyway…I did some more doodling. I doodled yesterday and today. I did a lot more today, but took a picture of the half done doodles yesterday. Im too lazy to take a new picture, and I don’t have my camera cord thing with me, therefor, you get a picture of the half done doodles….and appearently it was too hard to take a whole picture of the doodles last night…I should probably just show the finished result huh?…but too bad…

Did you know that adult lunar moths don’t need to eat, and their life span only lasts two to three weeks? Well now you know.

My stomach hurts.

The boys and I went to Barnes And Noble this evening. I wanted to buy the Frankenweenie book. I want to see Frankenweenie. Remember the original live action version of Frankenweenie? It used to come on the Disney Channel back in the day. I got really excited when it would come in tv at halloween time. It would stop me dead in my tracks until it was over..

Oh! Oh my goodness. the original trailer is on imdb! Oh, this is cool…Oh boy, theres a toaster…. This is thrilling!!! I’m going to have to see if I can get me copy of this! Youtube is my next step…fingers crossed!

Toaster…The Brave Little Toaster was good. I liked the part where the appliances sang that song in the valley. Blankie tugged at my heart strings!

Nice, Honey I Shrunk the Kids is on tv! Good stuff! Nicky is a dork! Russ is kind of funny looking, Ron is a twerp! Amy is kind of a bitch.

Those Szalinskis!

"Donald, that man over there is flying."

The Hub is a good channel. To bad I don’t get that channel at home!!n Alf? Sabrina the Teenage Witch??  Really? This just isn’t fair.

Im baby-sitting-on-my-ass-watching-lame movie

s. Thats what its really called, but it takes to long to say so its been shortened to just babysitting.

While I was driving home from babysitting, I imagined I was playing the harmonica in Arizona.(since when did I ever think about Arizona?) I couldn’t tell you why. There is no reason. I also thought about red mud, then I saw the moon and thought about a carousel. I am now begining to wonder if I actually drove home. I am also begining to wonder if there is an actual brain inside my head.

And Im wondering if now is a good time to end this entry….

I might watch Freaks now that Im home.

Or I might not.