06/08/2012
I spent the majority of the day feeling nauseated and dizzy. I was able to work through it, but can only blame myself for feeling that way! I felt as if I had to vomit several times through out the day, but had nothing in my stomach to get rid of. I felt the same way last night. It took me forever to fall asleep. My stomach was bothering me so much. I tossed and turned, and could not get comfortable. I couldn’t relax! Needless to say, I spent the majority of the day exhausted as well!
I had to go into work to begin camp planning and all that comes along with that. Cleaning, clearing, riding, moving, sorting…all the sort of things you wish you could snap your fingers and be done with. Ah to be magic! Wheres Mary Poppins when you need her? Unfotionately there is plenty more of the boring stuff to be done before the actual fun begins!
During the days excitement all the staff went out to lunch for somebodies retirement. I refused to go. I chose to stay at the school all by myself. It seemed like the better choice. Others tried to get me to come along and I eventually just had to be honest. I told the ones Im closest to that going to restaurants with large groups of people (hell, any people) isn’t a good situation for me right now. I know they wanted me to come along, and I did feel bad for not wanting to go, but they actually understood and said that it was a good thing to be doing what I thought was right for me. It was nice to hear that instead of having to feel guilt! I feel silly for not being able to handle group/food situations, but at the same time its pretty cool that I was able to actually say no. Ha, last time I said yes to a group restaurant situation It didn’t end so well. Remember… Napkin aniamls and rockets with fork fire? Fidgiting. Fender benders? Standing sopping wet and shaking in the rain. Crazy crying? Yeah, I wasn’t about to do that again, especailly not infront of a bunch of co-workers. Either I would have ended up hurt, or worse, a co-worker Hell, ! I’m sure I would have been able to find a way to put a meercat in danger! So no, not going to happen. Ask me again in a year, maybe then I will be able find a way to handle that in a safe manner!
Speakinf of the retirement, It was for Ms .Alex. Ms. Alex is awesome. She will be missed! She has a great personality. Laidback, kind, hard working! Things are better when she is around. She left the school two tears ago to move to New Zealan for a bit, but came back at the begining of the school year. When she came back here the school was happy to have her back. Now she’s leaving agin. Bummer!!!