i love the internetz!!!

i can find the answer to almost any question.

such as….

where does my ex live now?  [### East Market st, warrensburg, XX]

how can i get rid of this ugly wart on my hand?  [deprive it of oxygen with duct tape for eight or so weeks]

there are many others, but i dont remember them at the moment.

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so, mch dislikes ks, and didnt ask me to stop speaking to him, but i could tell that he would prefer it, so i said that i would. and i did, bc it wasnt that hard.  i had plenty of other people to talk to and i could spend time with mch everyday so it was fine. i would ignore ks’ txts, and that was that.

but now that ive moved, i have become increasingly bored.  there really is no one in this shit hole town to hang out with, so my social network is limited to the contacts in my cell phone– most of which are people that i consider pseudo-friends or just people i know or psychic vampires that im trying to distance myself from–the whole reason i moved in the first place. 

and well, i guess boredom has consumed me. ks started txting me a couple hours ago, and we’ve been talking again.  im sure he’s just trying to get in my pants [which is what mch was worried about] , but i dont mind. its communication with someone. mch seems to be busy most of the time and i dont want to feel like a nag. im the type of girl who needs a lot of attention, though. i become lonely very easily these days and it makes my depression worse. besides, im not fucking ks. we’re just talking. he’s distracting me from boredom. filling the void, i guess. but now i feel as though i lied to mch.

im probably over thinking this

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