girls girls girls

are so stupid and confusing.  [myself included]

the last boy i was writing about was named ben. he ended up being kind of a loser and i grew bored of him after the NDE  [new dick experience]  novelty wore off. [which only took 3 weeks. b guestimated it would be a month. lololololololol]

but since i am young and pretty, it didnt take me long to move on to the next one.  [internet dating sites ftw]

there should never be down grades. and this new one isnt. [out 1st date was near the end of the year]

he has jobs, school, place. [not to mention, ambition, goals, personality]

he is exactly what i was looking for. and im 90 percent sure that im exactly what he was looking for too.  hes a little older than me and reminds me of knarf in certain aspects.

the nde wore off after about a week, but it didnt matter. i love him.

he basically had me move in. i hardly ever stay with sb anymore, or md. its been less than a month but it feels longer. i think this may turn into something, or –worst case scenario– we end up as just really good friends.