2nd date

was Monday. met his friends. made out. went back to his house…. and fucked the living shit out of him at 2 am.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

he said he wanted to wait to fuck. I told him to "look at my sweet cunt and then try to tell me no". that line works every time. for real.

besides, I knew it was a lie, he wanted to fuck me. he was undressing me as he was saying, "oh, I think we should wait…" Blah blah blah. LIAR.

whatever. it was good. it was better than good. it was *screaming when I climaxed and woke up his room mates* awesome.

YAY

and I made him give me oral pleasure whilst on my menses. [I’m very convincing when I’m naked. blood or no blood.]

then there was a 3rd date. last night. more sex- but not as awesome as Monday.

and idk if you would call it a fourth date…. today, I got off work early. he had an hour and a half to kill before he was going to work, so I suggested a quickie.

I like to use sex as a weapon and form of manipulation. [he said he was surprised that I’m a "nympho". I didn’t correct him- I’m not a nympho. I’m a control freak. I own his soul, and he doesn’t suspect a thing.]

I think he considers me his girlfriend. but I stand by the rule that I am not a girlfriend until I am asked to be one. right now, I’m a girl who likes to give him the best sex of his life. I’m trying so hard not to develop feelings…..yet. ive known him a little over a week. but. [sigh] i like him a lot, and i want to keep seeing him. i want to know more about him and i want to get close to him. and i want him to eventually ask me to be his girlfriend.just not yet, bc its way too soon and it just seems so… junior high. i already told him i’m not fucking or talking to any other guys. and im really not.

im so stupid and im only going to get hurt from this. but its going to be fun for a little bit.