I shouldn’t have left work.

Came home and the husband’s car was in the driveway.  I knew it wasn’t good.  Either he was without a job again or the car broke.  He’s out of a job again .  A week and a half of work.  Car payments now.  And all he can do is lay around right now being depressed and sleeping. I know he can go out and find a job at this second, but still.  Things just keep going from bad to worse.  I really pissed someone off to have to deal with all of this. I know I’ve done a bad thing but do we all have to keep being punished for it????

I’m not even happy about my vacation next week. I’m not happy about my paycheck tomorrow.  I can’t buy the things I needed to buy because I have to save more money towards the bills.  I’m wondering if I should even get Matt’s bday present now. I think I will. Not fair to him. Grrrrrrrrr!!!!