Bi-monthly
So this is my bi-monthly update. I always have to go back and read a couple of my previous entries because I have no idea where I left off.
Not that anything overly exciting has been happening, of course. Well… I dunno.
D and I are not back together. He didn’t really change all that much, surprise. We went through a good patch and then a rough spot and now things are evening out a little bit.
I had started hanging out with Starfish and Scott a lot back in September and had a romp with Scott’s younger brother. Who is affectionately known in our group as Humpy so that’s what I will refer to him as now. Humpy lives with my friend Nick, whom I met when I was 13, and hangs out with all the people I went to highschool with. So in the past two months I have rekindled some friendships. I’ve also met a slew of new people. I practically live with Nick and Humpy because I am there all the time. And, as always, I have assumed the position of what I like to call "Den Mother". I watch out for everyone and take care of everyone. Someone really has to do it so I do.
I still am living at home. It’s going well enough. I am never here though… I know that will get thrown in my face sooner or later.
OH. I um… I dropped the electrican program. Last Friday. I just… I wasn’t good enough to hack it. I’m a tough bitch but… I just wasn’t cut out for it. Back to the salt mines… "I am a 23 year old woman girl… I just dropped out of my local NJATC program that I busted my ass to get into. I’ve never been so proud of or so disappointed in myself in my whole life… Where do I go from here?" This may or may not mean something to some of you next Sunday…
Oh, I also got thissssss:
Septum piercing! <3
More later guys… I’m still around. I still check everyday. I love you all…
Glad to hear that you seem to be doing well, though I’m sorry about the program. I hope you’ll find a good alternative soon. I like the piercing… and it just occured to me that that’s the first picture of you that I’ve seen. I really like the eyes.
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Oh my goodness that had to hurt. Septum piercings always remind me of those old cartoon bulls. Man you got pretty eyes!
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RYN: Rut Roh Raggy!
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Awaiting my bi-monthly taste inside your mind love. I know you’re alive and kickin it because I am cyber stalking you on Myspace. *laughs* Kidding kidding, but I love knowing that you are still around in some ways. I miss your soul though darling. That tortured hauntingly beautiful soul of you. But mostly I know that you are well beautiful. I worry from time to time. And I miss you. <3 Sarah <3
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