My mind plays tricks on me

I just wish that my mind would catch up with my body. Even with all the compliments, I still think I fit the mold of my old self. I’ve been really inspired as of late but my emotions are ever changing like waves. Right now I feel pessimistic and critical of myself but I’ll probably feel a lot better after I go workout. I’m actually surprised that I am still going, now almost 9 months along, that’s quite the mile stone for me. I suppose instead of letting my mind break me down, I’m gonna go pump myself up.