[Entry] Big Mistake.

Big Mistake #1: Call me stupid, and call me dumb, but I let Cory read the last entry.
To be honest, I just wanted to show him my heart I made out of text,
but it turned into him holding me down to read it.

I looked at his face in terror, really not wanting him to read any further, I could see his smile slowly fade.
The feeling I was trying to avoid swept over me. Selfishness arised in my bones.
As much as I tried to keep it from him, deep down I really wanted him to read it.
To finally see what I’ve been hiding, locked away in my heart for the past few months.

Safely kept inside, without a soul in the world to touch it, now it has every ones dirty fingerprints.
After reading it he got up to hug me, quietly saying, "Okay."
"Okay what, exactly?" Feeling remorse, selfishness and relief.
Mostly remorse, and selfishness.
"I’ll work. If it means being with you, I’d do anything."
My smile faded and relief turned into straight out guilt.
"No, no, no, no! Just because you read that- I don’t-…argh, just do
what you need to do Cory, I’m a strong person and so are you.
I don’t want you to live for me, please, forget you read that."

He gave me the look of ‘yeah right.’
I knew he would.. but as time lingered on we talked for a little while.

I told him I want him to do what he’s going to be happy with, and he said he would think about it.
He’s always out to please people, and that’s why I’m so scared.
I don’t want him to be unhappy in anyway, what happened to selfless me?
I feel so

terrible.

Big Mistake #2: So, we all do bad things right?We’ve all snooped, prodded to find out more…
even if it would make us die a little inside just to know.
Even if it was just the past.
I’ve died inside a lot…I should just stop poking at whats already dead.
Start focusing on whats alive.
I shall no longer poke at the dead parts,
I shall look at whats real.
Its the only thing left that I got to feel.

Hoorah for my big mistakes.

Very Good Site all lolita porn gallery 674989 lolita fine art 469 chubby lolita sex >:))) underage lolitas thumbs =-)) dark bbs lolitas putm preteen lolita info ieshrr lolita preteen sites qcrmx best lolitas bbs =( youngest lolita girls sex videos 5093 preteen boy lolitas %-[[[ child porn videos xxx cp lolita 4570 preteen lolita hardcore %-]]] lolita child art photography sites dqozf young pqeteen lolita 860974 illegal child amat

magic story very thanks preteen non nude little lolitas 974364 lolita erotic pics =[ innocent lolitas nude mfwtu loli torrent cggp what country is underage bbs preteen illegal verry young virgin pedo lolis sex legal >:PPP dorki lolita kds pedo 20193 young preteen lolita cp kds bbs 6690 free lolita pics =-( underage bbs japanese preteen japanese lolita pedo lolis kids sex 1139 ls magazine lolita preview scskn dark lolita portal 2444

perfect design thanks lolita preteen sex pic kqsw child lolitas underage underage lolita sex preteen 5390 cp lolita pedo illegal tcm lolita art nude 8]]] bbs preteen young girls underage bbs preteen illegal verry young virgin pedo lolis sex annoj young preteen lolitas art yztsl tide lolitas pussy nude underage btbpj lolitas preteen young ltqm lolita models real underage xxx zanqh lolitakingdom ls magazine prelolita :-OO top 100 lolit

This site is crazy 🙂 preteen porn lolita 09824 lolita movie download 834 loli child bbs 5845 naked preteen lolita girls =OO lolitas bbs tgp %-[ russian lolita cp :-O lolita girl young %-)) prelolitas bbs kds 8-( fat nude lolita >:-OOO preteen underage lolitas >:-)) loli sex 93710 nymphet lolita, lolitas nude ikv lolita sex pre teen 8OO lolitakingdom ls magazine prelolita 640 bbs preteen lolita messages ywtnj real lolitas xxx

Wonderfull great site young child lolitas 8-OO shy lolita sex kuuqc uncensored sex pictures young lolitas nymphets drgoej lolitas semi nude photos 2012 free lolitas bbs kds %) little girls little tits lolita upaby loli board 12939 russian lolita preteen =-) preteen lolita illegal porn :-]]] nude barely legal preteens lolitas 90457 underage bbs japanese preteen japanese lolita pedo lolis models having sex 13772 tiny lolita child =-PP b

Jonny was here lolita preteen sex pic 79311 pree teen lolita girls 669 lolita nude pic 334925 lolita toplist kds porn cp pedo >:O blonde lolita nude =) little preteen lolita models =[ preteen lolita photos %-]]] lolitas pedo childporn sex =-[[[ lolita preteen thong 8-[[[ lolital preteen photos ummsgz ls magazine lolita dark 18934 underage ukraine lolita 8OOO lolita nymphets rlvb nonnude lolita models 🙂 free lolita tight pussy

It’s serious gallery-ls-lolita-teen %-[[ free young lolitas galleries =]] lolita blonde girls pvldzo underage bbs japanese preteen japanese pedo lolis 039600 lolitas illegal bbs cejo tiny loli 853933 loli pics >:-[[[ top nude preteen lolita models 7426 underground illegal cp pre teen lolitas =-( lolita models preteen 330 lolita forum =-] free underage bbs preteen lolita pedo lolis sex movies ucjz lolita model mpegs pvhrpg asian lo