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I have literally written and erased this entry 3 times, all 3 times something different that is bothering me but as I write it I sound stupid and ridiculous. This writing again may take some getting used to. Also doesn’t help that my mind is jumping around again, and nothing makes sense and everything does at the same time. See freaking insane. Its like saying I want to lose at least 70lbs but I love to eat and can’t stop eating ridiculously unhealthy food. Makes no sense to me……Maybe tomorrow I will have an entry worthy reading. Good night OD