its 5:23 on 5/23 hmm…

yeah I don’t know why I thought that was fascinating, my title that is…..

Man, I had a CRAPPY dream!!!  The emotions i felt were so real, and I thought for sure I was going to have a damn heart attack, Yeah, so the dream was about….my husband cheating on me, wtf? Yeah with a girl i went to high school with, crazy, but it was the way i found out like he didnt care once he got caught. He told me everything that happened and that he was going to do it again. I seriously wanted to punch the crap out of him, even when i woke up from the dream i was still ready to beat the crap out of him. The feelings i felt were so real, my chest was hurting and everything, As i have told people before if that is what he wants to be with someone else then go how and why could I stop him he would do it anyway and I would rather know up front then him lie to me and try and hide it that makes me more pissed off. We have had this discussion before too, especially recently about that chick that was here from out of town, if he had been up front with me and not try and hide it things wouldnt have gone the way they did nor would i have been pissed off. OMG it was funny the one night we had just left my aunts party and i was drunk as usual and we went to a restuarant, it was like 11 or 12 at night mind you and she txted him asking where he was and if he was gonna come and see her, I was like what?! He was going to ignore the txt but i saw it, and i was like i guess pretty loudly I told him to tell her that HE WAS WITH HIS WIFE!! and he was like no i said you better or I will…It would have been different if it wasnt 11 at night! Good thing there wasn’t too many people there, and I only would have said that when i was drunk. LOL…i still think its funny, especially cause i remember the look on his face priceless!!!

OOOOO the fun times I have when I drink no one else maybe having fun but I sure do, because for a short time, I am happy, I don’t care what people think, heck i don’t even think, LOL that’s what makes it fun. Oh how i enjoy my Thursday nights!

can I just say how much i am loving corn tortillas…thank goodness they are only 50 calories a piece. Yeah i just had to throw that in there.